Taking a minute of silence...
In loving memory of beloved Nicholas Chan 1987 - 2009, who has left us on the 3rd of July. It was a tragic accident that left all of us shocked and devastated till now. Sandy will always love you and we will always remember you, rest in peace dude. You have definitely given us the best of memories ever.

It only goes to show that one should truly cherish his/her life because after all, life is definitely fragile. It makes me think back alot these few days, seeing a beloved friend of mine pass away. I've learnt to cherish my friends more than ever, even though I have maybe only a handful left? At least, I know I've done my very best to salvage relationships, or rather friendships. Why make an enemy when you can have a friend? I can never understand why the closest friends can turn out to be enemies in the end, never ever will. If I'm given a choice? I will never want to have known these people right from the start, because these so-called 'friends' bring nothing but heartache. A simple question to these old 'friends' of mine whom have today, turned to become my enemies; if life is so fragile and if you understand the true meaning of cherish, why do you still want to walk away like this?

Tonight I went to visit my grandparents, it's been a while since I last saw them. My granddad has slimmed down so much even since his illness hit him, it aches to see him living in pain. I only wish for his speedy recovery. And after all, life is indeed pretty precious.

When it's time to go, one just has to abide.

I see a change in you,
one that I dare not wake up to.