I've been thinking pretty alot lately, mostly on what I really want in life.
And I've been imagining seeing myself, say 4 years down the road as a career-minded woman. But the image just snaps away within seconds, because I honestly hate the idea of having the work already. Seeing all the stressful people around me everyday, I wonder if I can just survive on bread everyday and skip the work? Tsk tsk.

I think i'm born a housewife. Belonging to those women behind successful men? I'm contented with just staying home to do what a typical housewife does. Cleaning up the house, looking after the kids and cooking dinner every other night, waiting for my husband to come home from work. Simplicity. But then again, I highly doubt I will be satisfied with just a simple life, given my 21 years of pampered life. It's a tad too tough to adapt to another simpler life, isn't it?

O, and I have this crazy dream lately. I want to build a house in future! A beautiful house, with just one big storey and my rooftop will definitely have be the place for relaxation. Rooftop pool, suntanning, jacuzzi (a must!), barbequeing, etc. Basically, a place you step into with zero worries. And not to forget, I must have my walk-in pink wardrobe (which will be divided into slightly less than half for my brown cow, the messy side which I will never enter!) And I want a big bedroom with a big water bed that can freeze and harden for various purposes. A comfortable room for jingle darling. And so on......

Yes, I'm really going to dream now.