Everyone and anyone out there, please send your prayers for my baby bella. Hope that she'll hold on tight and survive through the toughest time she's facing now. All I ask for now, is her ultimate survival..

I'll exchange 10 years of my own life, for her little fragile life right now.

I can't imagine how I'll cope if I were to go visit her, so tonight I told myself I need to stay home and I can't see her suffering. Though I very much want to be there to accompany her, I know it's for the best of everybody. All my friends and family are as worried as I am now, and we all know baby bella will be a strong girl. We will all pray for her!

It probably hurts me the most, because she's like my very own child. I've waiting for her for the longest time, like every other moms will do during their nine months of pregnancy. Even though I wasn't the one giving birth to her, but throughout the whole process of welcoming baby bella to this world, I was there to witness and feel it. She's my very own baby, and if anyone's heart is aching for her now, mine will be hurting the most. Feels like my heart just got stabbed hard when the news came in this morning. I didn't know what else to feel, but numb with fear of losing her. I had to hold back my emotions to still go for classes and even hold back my strong urge to be there for her, because I know I won't be able to be strong when I see my little girl..

Oh God, I only ask for one thing.
And it's for baby bella to be safe and sound.