Thank god it's monday! Not because sunday is a bad day but because yesterday night was like the emo-iest night ever for me. Pardon the word used, I can't seem to find a better word to describe how emo I actually felt. It seems like the whole world went against me, and I've lost all my loved ones within a day. Did I mention, I really miss bella a lot? I so wanna dream of her.
I finally wrote out my letter to the papers, thanks to jakie for helping! And I found out that I've a friend and relative facing the same problem as me. Oh yes, the power is stronger now! Look, I don't want to make it big ot whatsoever, I just want my money back. And there's also bella's case yet unsettled. I've yet to tell about the whole story, I was busy handling my emotions ever since the fateful day.
My poor babygirl passed on on Friday noon, she was struggling on whole of Thursday night to survive but she didn't make it. Reason was highly possibly because of the microchip injected into her. And now, the pet farm's putting all blames on me, claiming that I've insisted that they put the microchip in when she's still so tiny and young. Tell me, who in the right of mind will want to do that to their own baby? I was speechless with tears. And they already threw baby bella away when I went there. One crazy fella went to pick her up just to prove to me that her death was real. I didn't say I don't believe, even though I really wanna make myself not believe that she's already gone. She was wrapped in newspapers and when the papers were flipped open, flies were already all around her. Till today, the image keeps floating in my mind, each time causing my heart to shatter once more. There, I saw my precious little one laying still, not even greeting me like how she used to do anymore. I just wanna mourn over her death, and do her justice by getting what belongs to her back. It's not all about the money now, it's about the responsibility. I just wish this issue can be settled in the best way.
Baby Bella 12/12/09 - 03/04/09.
She was barely four months, please send your prayers to her.

Baby girl, I promise I'll always be there for you. Just feel me, with love.