I thought we could go on for a longer journey, thought we can overcome this obstacle together. Sorry, blame it on me. I should've been stronger, should've held on a little longer. But I no longer have the courage to walk on alone, these steps that I'm taking just kept hurting me so much.

The weather's so gloomy lately, making my mood gloomy as well. Not to forget that, I really can't get over what has happened yesterday. I thought for the past sixteen years I've done my part as an elder, I thought I've given you enough space and respect. But you've totally disrespected me all these while, and i'm washing my hands off this time. Don't expect me to be the nice one anymore.

I seriously hope tomorrow will be a better day for me. Same goes to tomorrow's tomorrow, and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow, and all the many more tomorrows to come. I hate to be in this plight now, not knowing which step to take because every single step means i've to bear consequences. People keep saying take one step at a time? I don't even have a choice to choose my step.

Jingle's snoring now, and I miss your snorings too.