Sometimes, I feel that life is full of crap.
And on certain times, I feel life can still be wonderful, setting aside all the setbacks you've to face. But then again, I think it's all just all about looking perfect on the surface. In actual fact, nobody can be happy forever. Especially when it comes to relationship, there's just too many problems surfacing to make one so damn tired of the relationship. I thought love is supposed to make you happy? Maybe it's all the doings of a fairytale again, I was brought up as a child into believing that fairytales do exist, and I will find my prince charming. Like real!

Why stay in a relationship and let others step all over you time after time when you know things ain't gonna work out anymore, you should jolly well just move on and get back some pride and dignity. Easier said than done right? Yeah right, absolutely.

I'm just happier this way, having my own fair share of friends, the ultimate company of my loving dog - jingle and not to forget, a handful of suitors who will always be there for me. So, the question is, is a boyfriend a must in life? I've taken exactly eight years of my life (okay, on account that I've started dating since twelve years old), till date to find out the answer. And it is proven to be, I still can't survive without a boyfriend! Damnit, why right? Because I hate to be lonely, maybe.

My biggest worry now, is my beloved new love who seems to be really down in health. I'm still awaiting for her homecoming - delayed and delayed again.

God bless my love.