I seriously, honestly, very hate falling in love now. I keep telling myself time after time, hold back the feelings and not fall in love because I can't handle rejections and breakups. I never expected all these to happen within only just a few days. Wake up gracie, it's all just for the sake of fun and nothing else. Don't be so goddamn foolish will you? You can't like or love anybody at all, you'll get hurt. So just, wake up!

Relationships are just so tiring, they make you go crazy all the time. When you meet this special someone, you go all out to like him/her like a crazy person. And when you get together, you fall crazily in love with him you won't even know what you're doing sometimes. True enough, it feels like the sweetest thing ever to fall in love but the after effect is just madness. Makes you go crazy, like literally go berserk somehow. I don't want, i don't want, i don't want to be feeling this way again!

But,

I do miss you, and i'm going crazy.