Love, what is it?
Sometimes I wonder, why fall in love when you know you'll get hurt in the end? Well, I know that not all relationships turn out to be ugly like mine, there are really sweet couples around. My waxer just announced that she's three-months pregnant earlier on and I was very happy for her! And when people fall in love, they do the sillliest and craziest things. As for me, two craziest things I feel I've done.

Handmade this cross stitch piece, I rushed like five days four nights non-stop to finish it off and made it into a pillow. It looked so pretty that I even wanted to keep it for myself at that time!

This really dictionary-thick photo album I made. Hand wrapped the album inside out, and designed all the photos in it! It was so cute but I had to give it away.

Now I regret that I didn't keep these gifts to myself, I believe I would have appreciated and treasured it so much more than giving to someone else I barely know now. As I've said, it's always love blinded to do things like these. And when you're awake, you realise it's too late to regret because you've done all these with the one person in your heart. That's when the biggest hurt will be inflicted on you, and not the person who received these gifts. Because he would have moved on, leaving these gifts made from the heart in a corner to collect dust.

I hate myself for being so sentimental at times.