I really miss the guy a lot. Please bring him back will you?

And i want my iPhone, please mommy & daddy. Or any kind souls out there can donate to get it for me. I only need three hundred moolahs!

My birthday is coming, but i only ask for one present. My heart knows what i want, or rather who i want. He will be the biggest birthday present ever. Please, please, please, God bless me.

1st September is coming in five days.

A small advanced birthday dinner with the girls and herman at vivocity modesto's. The two silly sweeties got me a mac lipstick because dingling remembered that my current on finishing, but too bad they bought the wrong shade, going with their instincts! But still, lovelies your efforts are very much appreciated ok love love!

Went to watch movie , an all romance show between this human (not handsome at all) and a robot (quite pretty, in fact, too pretty to be real). Story line itself, i must say it's touching but the character of the male lead made me a little taken aback. He's sucha pussy in the show, cries a lot, hugs the girl like a small kid and he isn't too good looking. I would pay to watch this again, unlike shows like (the excitement wins everything!) and (it wasn't that nice, but the actor did a good job and pulled me through the movie).

Back home, i'm filled with thoughts again. I feel like my life is just like a rollercoaster, full of ups and downs. At times, i can't cope with all these issues but on the other times, i'm full of energy and can overcome obstacles i meet in life. You know, it gets tiring after a while and you don't know what to do to make things work out in life. I just wanna relax and have a good rest, which will happen during my little getaway coming next week. I can't wait, i hope shopping helps make me feel happier!

Dearest lucky, the one and only golden retriever we've ever loved, do rest in peace. We still love you loads.

Homely homely homely days! I'm like staying home almost every day, becoming a very homely person already. Headed out to gardens with the latio gang later at night to hang out! Been a while since i've met them.

Ohhh yes, Sony T300's in the house yo! Got it today when i was out with daddy and mummy. And i was choosing between the simple black or the red hot. Initially thought i'll end up getting the black but in the end, i walked out the store with a sassy red one! All thanks to the salesman, kept pyscho-ing to get the red one, say it's a popular colour among customers and always go out of stock, don't know if it's real or not. Oh wells, red suits me better i guess! Black is safe, simple but kind of too dull at times unless i put my blings blings on it but i swear my parents will kill me if i do the crystals on this new camera.

Followed on to seletar farmway to visit my baby! Oops, okay not my baby as in BABY but this really beautiful dog i loved! It's this chocolate brown shade chihuahua. Am still waiting for her to give birth to pups so i can bring one home! Was all smiles when i went to visit her again today but still no news of babies yet. Awww. I want i want!

Oh, and in case you're wondering, i'm prolly getting another female dog and i'm going to name her choco! I wanted a boyfriend, oops i meant jingle wanted one but i figured i might not want jingle to mate and be pregnant because dogs go out of shape after birth, like humans. Maybe i can get her slimming pills right after she give birth, haha!

Okay, i'm leaving our little island for a getaway to bangkok in a week, can't decide which hotel to stay!

Okay, so i'm being rather homely lately and i haven't been blogging as much because i don't really know how to express myself that well in words. Sadly, it's the same when it's in reality, i still CAN'T expres well and always end up getting mistaken. This really sucks big time and i've gotta do something to change it. I guess let's just start it off with words!

My 20th birthday's nearing and there's like so many new gadgets i need to get. Like a new notebook in case my current one fails on me as and when and all my precious stuff (photos especially, no not my nude ones) will be gone! I can't afford to get that heart attack ok! So yeah, i considering either a HP or Sony notebook, hopefully getting one by the time school starts in feb 2009. Next, i will need a camera, yes a camera first then lappie gracie. And i'm eyeing the Sony T300, since mom verbally (don't know if she meant it) asked me to get one yesterday night, i'm going to continue bugging her to let me buy this because my current one's dying on me (can't be blame, free one!). Oh, and on top of these two, i've a recent craze for the iPhone. Yes, following the trend again but then again, i might not get it because everyone's so going to own one soon and everywhere you go, you see iPhones! iPhones. And iPhones with the apple, not the china one. All in all, camera comes first, then lappie, then maybe a new phone.

Plus, i wanna get braces done (crowns are too expensive, i've checked). Okay, why so old then get it right? Because i enjoyed eating sweets and munching on titbits happily when i was young haha! Now getting old, lazy to even suck on sweets or chew on chips, got other better stuff to do already. So yeah, but at the thought of the pain i've to go through, second thoughts. Contradicting, so yeah shall see how it goes.

One serious question now: How should i celebrate my birthday this year?

Okay, i'm off to plan.